The Proposal

Steven officially proposed today. I never saw it coming. I didn't expect it. I always wondered exactly how it would unfold. It was nothing like either of us had envision. lol We were sitting at the table, I admit I was upset about sa conversation we had the night before just before sleeping. I did not sleep at all last night. We were in the kitchen, I had been cleaning and had several bags of trash I needed to take out. He gets up from his chair and moves the bags, I am thinking he is going to take it out to the can for me, instead ... He kneels before, takes my hand, looks into my eyes and says ... "In the middle of the trash and with the kids downstairs, will you marry me?" He took my breath away! "Yes!" "Yes!" I burst into tears and words would not come for a long time. We have waited all day, enjoying the moment ourselves, painted the 1/2 bath, whispered amongst ourselves before telling Colby. She has always known I wanted to go to Vegas to do it but she really went off the deep end crying and showing her butt in a tantrum about how unfair it is that none of them will be there to see the moment. Talking before sleep, and tons of guilt heaped on subconsciously by Steve, I think I will have to change plans and please everyone but myself. I am sick of people being greedy and expecting things their way and having to give in every time to what someone else wants. I am going to sleep on it but I know I will have to give in and put someone else's wants before my own. Angie takes a back seat on what should be the happiest day to date. I think I have a bad attitude. Goodnight.